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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

HEy SEmuA.....

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI...... Mohon maaf zahir dan batin jika ada slh dan silap atau terkasar bahasa...... Mohon maaf ye... Semoga lebaran ini akan membawa sinar kepada semua umat islam di dunia ini....

Dis year hari raya is nt the same.... Tk mcm selalu... Everything so rushing..... Semua mcm tk tentu arah.... Even my mum is rushing.... Bsk da nk raya... Baju raya pun da siap gosok... Thx to my sugar daddy.... N u noe wat? I make BROWNIE..... hahaz... First time uat... hahaz.. tk tau sedap ke tk.... hahaz....

Sebernanya.... I wanna take this opportunity.... To put a little.... SHOUT OUT... to all my families n frenz out there.....

Fatin...
Ingin meminta maaf jika ada slh dan silap atau terkasar bahasa..... atau selama ni perbuatan fatin ada tersinggung perasaan sesiapa... jika cara fatin tidak disenangi fatin minta maaf... Kalau ada slh yg fatin tidak sedari ... fatin pun minta maaf...
Semoga lebaran ini.... membawa sinaran kepada semua org yg fatin sayangi...

Selamat Hari Raya.....
:)

*Alamak*.... Dis year duit raya kurang ah.... hahaz...

SMILE ALWAYS! (=

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Monday, September 29, 2008

Hey evErYoNe....

2 more daes b4 Hari raya n there is alot of things to do and i am freaking tired... At least 3/4 of it is done... Tinggal yg lagi sikit je.... Hope everything wil fall into place b4 hari raya.... Even though deep down me.... I'm still hurt... I still looking forward to it... I jus hope i will jus 4get wat happen between me n him.....

U noe wat? I cried again todae..... i jus dunno y... Tinking about him realli hurt me... I jus cannot believe that all the happiness that we share already fall into the drain... I still miss him.. Even though all the nasty thing he had done to me...

Susah betol hati ni untuk melupakan org yg disayangi... Betapa dlm nye hati ini disakiti.. Knp aku masih mengingatinye? Gila ke aku ni? AAARGHHH...

Apa je yg aku melalut ni... Yg bukan2 pulak tu... Get a life la fatin.... Dia da tk syg kan kau lagi.. YG kau nk terhegeh2 sgt ni knp......

K lah peeps...
I tink its better i end it here...
B4 i get GREEN card....
hahaz...
take care all...
Ciao!

SMILE ALWAYS! (=

Monday, September 29, 2008

Saturday, September 27, 2008

TO ALL PEEPS OUT THERE....
I WROTE A POEM....
I HOPE U GUYS CAN COMMENT FOR ME....
THANK YOU....

My heart.....
Is breaking into pieces...
Why does this have to happen to me?
I thought u are meant for me..
I see u smile...
I hear u laugh...
Make my heart beat faster...
But now...
All I had it tears...
Rolling down my cheeks....
I can't bear to see you...
As it will hurt me more...
My dreams with you...
Had always stay as a dream...
Now...
I will only pray for your happiness...
And i wish you will come back to me....
No matter what happen....
I'm always here for you...
And...
Will always love you..

SMILE ALWAYS! (=

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Hey all BeaUTiFUl PPl....

Another tiring dae for me... Hav to do my spring cleaning... Every inch of my bed was a mess... I realli cnnt tahan... So terrible la seh... hahaz... My adek kerja kn.. sampai semua da clean gila... NOw my room i anti dust... n i love it.... My mata bengkak... as i'm allergic to dust.... hahaz... Swollen la seh... but nw da better... hahaz....

After cleaning.... hav to cook 4 buka.... Realli tired la seh... sampai tk sempat nk take a rest.... N guess wat...? who kol me jus now? ARIFFF!!!.... hahaz.. he is back in singapore... hahaz... Yeah!.. after dis da leh ajak dia kluar gi karoke... hahaz... Like always... he always is full of story n i gt so much to tell him... hahaz...

U noe... Todae sum1 express his feeling towards me... I was so shocked... n the same time i'm surprise.... I jus dunno y.... I never realli expected it from him... I jus hope he is realli sincere on wat he say..... hmm....

Nari IS... tk kol me.... haiz... AArggghhh.... I jus dunnoe y i feel so upset.... :( So IS.... i duno wat u done to me until i'm crazy like dis.....hmm....

K lah everybody....
Gtg nw....
Tae care k....
Ciao!

SMILE ALWAYS! (=

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Friday, September 26, 2008

Hey peEpS....

Time to update my blog.... Hehehez.... Well.. when to geylang todae... With my family...(only huz nvr folo).... Even my uncle folo us todae.... Hahaz... I had fun... GOin around shopping.... Hari raya is coming soon.... As u noe.... Dis year is such a mess... SEmua org kelam rabut....

My mum was going around geylang to buy alot of things.... Like kuih... alas meja... baju... n bla bla bla bla la.... Geylang was so pack gila... Ramai seh org... nk jln pun susah... hahaz... Including all the traffic jam, smoke n people... Tak leh angkat seh...

N guess wat.... Jus now i accidentally bump ino my enemy... Hahaz... Aru stare sikit terus muka da cuak.... hahaz.. kelakar seh... i n iyah cnnt stop laughing.... hahaz.. u guys should c her face... hahaz....

Welll..... to all my frenz out there.... HOws ur hari raya persiapan? Btw...dun 4get to come to my house ok....

K then.

thats all i hav to say.....

I am so freaking bored rite nw...

Take care....

Ciao!

SMILE ALWAYS! (=

Friday, September 26, 2008

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Hey EvERybOdy.....

I had so much fun todae..... I jus dunnoe where to start... Well.... the minit i wake up only... I went to watch hindustan... hahaz... Cite FANNA... hahaz... While watching.... GUess who kol me...? ARIFF!!!... hahaz... Miz him badly.... Terubat sikit rindu i pada dia.... Hahaz... make sure u buy for me smtg ok darlin... HAHAHAZ....

Then at 3 plus.... I nid to siap already... bEcoz i'm going out... tO Karoke... hahaz... at clark quay... hahaz... WITH nora, RZ, iskandar n ayul.... I had so much fun.... First time when to karoke... n i realli hav fun.... We all sang sampai sakit tekak seh.... hahaz... N the song realli make me wanna cry... Thx eh guys 4 all that..... BUt through out i REalli hav fun.... Look at the pictures we took....

Let my picture do the talking ok....

THe StaR oF thE daE....

THe DuETs....

DiDI SAzaLi WAnNaBe......

AWIe Tk MEnJAdI.......

cHEeze eVErYbOdy.....

~sMile~

SmoKInG TimE......

WiF mY cLOse FreNz... NOrA!

Wif IsKaNdaR....

wIf MY BeSt FReNz.... RZ!!!

The BeauTIfuL sCEnERy IN sINGaPOrE.... LAwakan? hahaz... I LIKE!

Ok then pEepS....

ThaTS all from me.....

Hope u guys hav fun reading.....

Ciao!

SMILE ALWAYS! (=

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

HeY peEpS....

Its me once again... OF COURSE its me la kn... siapa lagi yg nk tulis blog ni.... hahaz.....
As per usual I always talk about wat happen to me todae.... BUt todae... I decided on a change... I am going to express smtg here so that everyone can noe how i realli feel....

I guess everybody noe that i am now SINGLE!... Well at first being sgl is hard... Especially when a guy break up with u on the dae u hav ur final exam... Semua nye togang terbalik.... Everything yg u ingat semuanya da lupa.... It really hurts when a guy left u jus like that... N summore bout stupid things... Do gals always been the reason for a break up? Why izit always been my fault??

It really hard for me. I cried everydae without fail... I can't slp or eat... Can't even think 4 myself... Been so quiet n always been in my room... I even slp wif his shirt at nite... Hoping that he will come back to me.... BUT... WAt do i get in return??

Another heartbreak.... when i noe that he is happy without me... Knowing that he is always smiling.... N the sad thing is... He doesn't even care about me.... I'm the one who is crying....
Everywhere i go... i keep on seeing his face.... When i try to slp.... his face is jus there..... I try to be strong.... but end up... i get hurt again....

Knp seh... lelaki senang sgt hancurkan hati pompan? Murah sgt ke pompan ni di mata diaorang? Pompan sanggup kasi apa saja untuk laki..... They only ask to be love back.... Susah sgt ke??

Will i ever love a guy again? Will my heart be open again?

To my dearest FAMILY: Thank you.... U guys are the best family i ever had.... U guys nvr fail to guide me n always giv me support... Betol kata abah.... Matair leh carik... tapi keluarga. cuma ada satu je.... Thank you so much.... Jasa abah dan ibu tk dpt kakak lupakan.... To iyah and huz.... Thank you.... N i'm sori i neglected u guys... NOw... my time ae 4 u guys.....I love u.....:)

To my dearest frenz:NORA,ARIFF AND ISKANDAR.... Thx for all the support u guys hav given me... Thx for making me stand again.... U guys are there for me when i cry n when i nid sum1 to talk to... I really appreciate it... I dunnoe how to say thank you... Kalau tk pasal korang.... maybe i am still falling........I love u guys.....:)

SMILE ALWAYS! (=

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Hey EvERyOnE..

Another dae of my life again.... Hmm.. Where do i start? Actually not much happen todae accept for baking n watching cookery shows on tv.... Well... i wake up late todae... so tired n exhausted about all that cleaning yesterdae n it reali piss me off when my adek start to make a mess again... Reali IRRITATING!... Kol nora after that.... Talk to her on the fon about thursdae.... Hope everything go smoothly......

Help my nenek uat kuih again todae.... Kuih makmur gan kuih tart.... Then watch cookery show together with her n we are planning to make almond cookies dis year.... hahaz... Nenekwas being supporting enough.... Dis year nye hari raya mcm tk semangat je... My mum pun mcm tkde mood je... Asyik moody je.... SEmua nk yg ringkas je... She hates it when i told her i'm going out this thursdae.... She jus expect me to stay at home je dis bulan puasa.... haiz... Realli piss me off... Bila ckp sikit.... dia kata i da pandai lwn alik... haiz... I tk tau ah.. Sometime she jus take advantage when i'm at home.... I dun mind la kn... Tapi kdg2... i pun nk kluar n chill seh... haiz... Like i say b4 dis.... DO I LOOK LIKE I'M THE ONLI DAUGHTER IN THE HOUSE...?

Hari raya suppose to be a dae of victory.. bUt now... I dunoe wat izit already... My mum is sick now... She is breathless when she came home jus now... When i ask wat happen.. she say she carry heavy stuff....When i ask her y she nvr kol... she say kitaorang tk le harap... WTH! Smtg wrong is her only she nvr wanna tell me y...... Please mum....

At nite.... I read a novel that i found in my cupboard yesterdae.... Very loving story... A guy sanggup sacrifice apa saja untuk dia nye gal as long asa the gal is happy... Even his life... Now a daes mana ada lagi laki mcm gitu.... Da tk wujud lagi kn..... hmmm.... Onli happen in fantasy but not in reality......

IS msg me after that n i sort of scold him...... Sori darling... Didn't mean to hurt u... I'm just not in a mood... Jus angry to myself...... Im SORI...

K PeEpS....
Thats all from me....
Ciao!

SMILE ALWAYS! (=

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Monday, September 22, 2008

Hey PeEPs....

ItS me again... Wat a tiring dae or me todae... So much to do todae.... Hav to clean my room and even mop my room... Wat a dae seh.... I found alot off teasure while i was cleaning.... hahaz... INcluding all the dust... ahahz.... Tk leh angka la seh..... ahahaz... Have to tolerate it seh.... Hari raya is coming soon seh..... Spring cleaning.... AAARGHH.... Well guess wat.... To all my beloved frez and families who had give me gift during my birthdae... Thx alot.... Lawa kn (display pic)..... hahaz..

While i was cleaning.... lots of things that i found... Especially from sum1.... haiz... How am i suppose to 4get him when he keep coming back.... I dunnoe y i feel that i cannot afford to loose him... To much memories.... It make me realy sad when i found the book that i gav him during our first anniversary.... I feel like crying when i actually thought about it.... it really is over... I will never thought that it will be dis short.... I must stop crying.... I cannot keep on like dis... i have to be strong.....

All that cleaning.... Make me so exhausted..... when i lay down only terus i tdo....hahaz... Thx to my darling iskandar.... maybe now i never wake up... hahaz... When i wake up already... my mum was nagging.... she say i never help my nenek uat kuih.. haiz.... Do i look like i'm the only daughter in the house? haiz... Well.. i still help when i wake up....

Only dis time i get to update my blog...While i was updating... i was chatting wif IS, rabiatul n him... I dunnoe y i still afford to cry now.... i still feel hurt.. I jus dunnoe y.... When i'm writing dis... tears still flowing my cheeks.. it really hurt seh.... Deep down i still miz him... This year hari raya will not be the same like last time....

To all PEEPS out there.....

A little advice from me to u guys....

DUN LOVE SUM1 WITH ALL UR HEART...

(unless is ur family la...)

Or u will end up like me....:)

Take care.....

Keep on reading my blog....

Ciao!

SMILE ALWAYS! (=

Monday, September 22, 2008

Sunday, September 21, 2008

hEy SEmUa......

Amacam semua baik?? Hahaz... Puasa tk nari? Hahaz... Apa yg aku mepek ni... hahaz... OK oK la... BACK TO MY STROY... hahaz...

Hmm... As per usual I stay home again todae.... NOthing much todae.... The moment i wake up i heard my mum voice asking me to go pasar n the sound of my dad vacum make me go crazy... hahaz... da mcm alarm clock... Time to wake up... Well...I went to pasr wif my mum n my bro.... hahaz... nEver believe it kn when my brother actually folo me to pasar.... The onli reason he folo is becoz my mum is nt feeling well n well... we nid sum1 to carry the things that i bought for buka... He also wan me to cook his dish thats y he wan to folo... hahaz...

Well... guess wats the menu 4 todae.... Kankong goreng belacan, Sotong goreng curry, Tom Yam Seafood and Tortilla cheese.... Hmmm.. YUM YUM YUM... hahaz... I have to cook all dis dishes all on my own... hahaz..... Towards the end my dad help me to wash the dishes... its very tiring u noe... hahaz... At least it taste nice.... N u noe... My uncle nvr complaint m cooking todae because he hav to eat it because my nenek nvr masak to dae so i'm the chef for todae... it is nice actually only that he dun wan to admit it.... Tambah nasi sampai 3 kali tau... ahahaz....

After buka.. i had a long nice shower n pray after that.... N when to listen to my favourite music... hahaz... jus tryin to relax..... hahaz... Then i started koling ppl about this coming thursdae.. hahaz... its karoke time babe.... hahaz... So watch out everybody.... iTs going to be raining this thursdae.. Thx to me n my frenz.... hahaz....

Hmm.. N u noe wat... Sum1 actually cabar me todae.. Regarding high heels... n u guys noe how much i hate it... so there is dis sum1 who actually dare me... to wear high heels n ran... N i'm nt doing dis alone.. This person hav to do dis wif me.... hahaz.. It will show u how hard it is to wear high heels n ran with it..... A dare is a dare darling... U jus hav to take the risk.... If i hav to suffer... you hav to suffer with me... hahaz.... Better keep practicing.... the dae is coming up... Hahahaz......

I always lOok adOrAbLe...:)

Hahaz....

K lah everybody....
Thats all from me todae.....
Take care..
Ciao!

SMILE ALWAYS! (=

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Saturday, September 20, 2008

HeY eVeRyBoDy.....

Guess wat? I already buy my hari raya SHOES!.... hahaz... N guess wat? Is high heel!! My dad say that i walk like a penguin.... Hahaz... I feel so weird.... BUt hav to because my mum seh anak dara kalau tk pakai kasut tinggi skrg bila lagi kn..... tkkan sampai da tua aru nk pakai.... hahaz.... mOther's all the same.....

We walk all around the bugis area finding shoes and my dad nye baju raya.... We found my dad baju at golden landmark... N when to break our fast at ZAM ZAM.... Full pack of people... After mkn, we went to bugis area to find shoes.... LOts of choices but dunnoe which one to choose... Luckily i find My shoes... hahaz...

Then we went home in bus 851.... N u noe wat.... there is alot of memory in that bus... I jus cannot stop tinking about him... when the bas pass KKH.... there is sadness in me... I keep on remembering about him..... all my memories about him is there... is so hard 4 me to 4get him...
Everytime i try to 4get bout him.... he keep on coming back.... when i cose my eyes... the onli thing that i c is him.... everytime i online... all i wanna c is him.... haiz....

How can i keep dis going on....? Will i recover? Do i want him back? Can i move on?

When i reach home.... Me, my mum n my dad watch one drama which realy touch my heart....
Its about a guy who never appreciate his mum n always hurt her mum.... N end up he beat his mum until his mum is dead... He regret it and wanted to say sori but ut was no use because his mum is dead.... This guy died due to his sickness n he died the same dae as his mum.... This guy deadth is a tragic... Then the family urus kn jenazah dia n everything n discovered alot of difficulty... Bila nk kembumi kn.... they hav to dig the grave 3 imes.. still cannot go in... After alot of prayers then can go in... they also discover that the face was cover with worms.... It really scare me... It show alot that allah really tunjuk when u never appreciate ur parents....

So all bloggers and frenz out there.....
An advice from me to u guys......
PLEASE APPRECIATE UR PARENTS RITE NOW!!
All u guys end up becoming like him.... PLEASE DON'T!

So thats is 4 todae....
More about me 2molo....
Ciao!

SMILE ALWAYS! (=

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Friday, September 19, 2008

Hey Hey HeY pEEPS...

Guss wat happen today?..... My mum is SICK today..... Pity her seh seing her sick.... She wake me up early in the morning today saying to me to teman her to polyclinic..... She say she feel sick n hav to c the doctor.... Eve though i am tired, i still wake up... hahaz... Muka mcm zombi seh bila sampai kat polyclinic... Hahaz..... N u noe wat? I HATE POLYCLINICS..... The cue was so LOOONG..... n i HATE waiting... Punya la ramai org.... ARRGHHH......

Well,after all the check up, the doctor say that my mum is sick due to her menstrual problem but everything was ok.... She look very lethargic.... Even though she is sick, she still got time to ask me to accompany her to northpoint to go window shopping.... Funny la seh... Still got time to SHOPPING.... even though she is sick.. hahaz...

Da sampai rumah je..... nora kol n ask me out to buka luar. i told my mum n she ask me to ask my dad so when i ask he dun allow.... AARGGHH... geram seh.. padahal my adek dpt kluar... i tk leh kluar... haiz... He say that i asyik o out je..... Sori ah babe... pasal tk dpt kluar tadi.. jUs nt my dat todae ah.....

Ingat kn nk anti masak nari.. but end up i stil cook.. pasal tkde org masak.... Nenek buka luar nari... Havock ah nenek... hahaz..... Dgn wak haji mana ntah yg dia kluar.... hahaz... N guess wat?

I slept alot todae.... I feel so exhausted seh.......The time i'm writing now is the time i jus wake up... Can u believe it? So not me.....

OK peeps thats all 4 todae....

Keep on reading ok.... Hahaz...

Ciao!

SMILE ALWAYS! (=

Friday, September 19, 2008

Thursday, September 18, 2008

hEY tHere EVERyONe.....

Its my first time blogging.... hahaz... Feeling so awkward having to write ur feelings here... but i'll try get used to it since i'm SINGLE....

Hmm...

Wat happen todae?

NOting much actually... Jus hang out with Arief and Iskandar.. hahaz... ARIEF is sick but he look well to me when i c him.... hahaz... still can fool around like he always do.... U noe wat darling.... U better get well soon.... hahaz...

Kind of confused mood today.... After wat happen yesterdae.... I dunnoe wat to decide 4 myself..

Like how IS say.... Watever it is u have to decide on your own.... On wats best 4 u...... Even arief told me to look infront and never turn back..... I jus dunnoe wat to do.... Everything jus happen so sudden....

One thing that i noe.... i still love him.... even though he had do all the bad things towards me... he still have his bright side.... haiz.... I jus hope god will show me the path to my problem...

BUt i noe one thing.... if we go back together it won't be the same as before..... I dun wan to end up being hurt again by the SAME person.....

SMILE ALWAYS! (=

Thursday, September 18, 2008