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Thursday, October 30, 2008

Hey PeePs...

Sori 4 not updating for quite sometime... Been bz wif my werk n mydriving classes until i got no time 4 myself..... Sori ya guys... hahaz... Everything to be so jumble up n all the tiredness... So tiring la seh....

My werk place has always been the same.... I went to ward 12C.... Its an autopedic ward.... RTA cases is all there.... Hahaz... Not to mention amputation.... ALOT.... Well.. anything gt to do with bone... Then thats the place for them....Hahaz...

Well....the nurse is back.... N getting bz with work..... I jus hope by making myself bz.... Will make me feel occupied..... Dun hav to tink much about other stuff....

Well....Its been a bz 2 weeks... N i had fun.... Hahahz.....

TO SUM1: Y u hav to hate me so much? I'm not gd enough 4 u ke? Plz dun leave me......I dun wish to loose u.....

Okla PeepS....

Thats all 4 nw....

Take care...

Ciao!

SMILE ALWAYS! (=

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Hey semua.....

Its been 2 daes in ward n everything seem ok.... I tink... Everything turn out the same as i when to the same ward.... A Bit blur ah at first... But was ok at last.... Everything went smoothly.... Da lama tk buat kerja kn... Everything mcm kekok... BUt thx to the help of the staff nurses.... It was ok... Hahahaz.... When back to the same ward again.... Hahaz.....

I was realli exhausted.... When home n sleep.... I jus hope with nw i'm werking.... I jus hope I will keep my mind off... So that i hav no time 4 myself.... After wat happen... It realli heartbreak me... I wait 4 a guy so long expecting him to come back.... But alot of problems came up.. Haiz... In fact i got my heart break again.... Luka lama lom sembuh.... Tambah lagi satu.... I feel so stupid... I'm such a loser....

Susah betol nk tuka mind set aku ni... Haiz.... 2 ah... Last time berangan sgt nk setia kat satu sampai mati.... Skrg ni.... Sakit hati... Semua nye slh aku sendiri... Haiz.. I hav to keep on blaming myself sampai bila2.... I hav ntg more to say to myself.... By moving on with my life.... Sekurang-kurang nye... I noe that he is happy even thought it was nt me... That is wat i want kn..... Knowing that he is happy.... Like I say to him.... Let your tears be mine n my happiness be urs.....

Ok la i tink i hav enough 4 todae....
Bsk kerja pagi....
Had to go to slp....
Take care...
Ciao!

SMILE ALWAYS! (=

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Hey bLoGGerS....

Sori 4 nt writing 4 the last few daes... Been bz with stuff until i gt no time.... N summore yesterdae is my open house... For my frenz n cousin.... Ramai orang la seh...... To all my frenz... THX 4 COMING.... Hahaz... Had fun with u guys always....

Among all the happiness i went through.... There is also sadness kn... Haiz... Wat can i say?? I'm a crybaby... Can easily cry one....Haiz... Jus dunnoe went to stop.. Last few daes i met my ex... AIDY.... I'm so happy to c him.... Even though is jus awhile..... I nvr thought i c him again.... I thought my story wif him will b a happy ending..... But towards the nite... we fight again....Haiz... N its all my fault.....Everything has to be my fault kn......

TO AIDY:I'm sori on what jus happen between us.... As i say to u yesterdae.... I nvr wanna hurt u.... My mind is always about u since we break up.... If u dun believe me.... u can ask my frenz.... I will never betray u.... I'm still holding to ur heart like how i will always remember my promises.... I cuma sayang u sorang je tau... Kalau u tk caya me... i da tk tau mcmmana lagi da.... I cried 4 u everydae without fail n keep on seeing u in my eyes... If it realli nvr proof to u how big my love 4 u is.... then... its realli up to u.... I sygkn u lebih dari diri i sendiri.... Lots of things had gone through between us..... I hope u 4give me......

Sori PEEPS...
4 being so touchy....
Hahaz...
Take care all....
Ciao!

SMILE ALWAYS! (=

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Sakit seh hati me.....
Apa slh me kali ni?
I am always been loyal to u....
Tapi u tetap uat i mcm gini....
I tkde perasaan ke untuk u...
Since we attach until now....
U selalu nk slh kn me....
Bila i da ckp sori...
U mesti ckp yg i akan uat lagi....
How can i make u believe me??
I've always been sincere to u....
I tk pernah nk sukakn laki lain...
I cuma syg kn u srg je....
Kena ke setiap mlm i nangis untuk u?

I'm truly sick rite now....
Inside and outside....
My heart is pain so much....
*sob*

SMILE ALWAYS! (=

Thursday, October 09, 2008

Monday, October 6, 2008

Hey Semua...

I hav things to tell u guys... But i dunnoe weather is a gd thing or a bad thing.... I cried again yesterdae.... After 3 weeks of breaking up, aidy talk to me yesterdae.... We even webcam... The first thing when i saw him... I realli cried... I nvr thought i will c him ever again... N there he is yesterdae.... I realli miz him... When i saw him... the first thing that brought to my mind is the pain that i have been suffering without him... On the same time i truly miz him...

My heart still cannot deny that i still love him.... We talk alot and we even cried... I even show him the keychain that we bought together... That has our name... Its realli heartbreaking.... I cried n he also cried.... I gt once told him that let say kalau i gan dia da tk meant 4 each other... We giv back the keychain.... To symbolize that our heart doesn't belong to each other.... I realli cried seh....

On the same dae.... I break 2 guys heart... I feel so gulity... I jus cannot love any1 else beside him... Every heartbeat of mine say his name... How can i accept other people love.....? I jus dunnoe how long i can last.... But its realli a pain to me.... I'm still bleeding.... I'm truly sori u guys.... I didn't meant to hurt u guys... I'm jus not ready... I have already tried my best to stand but end up... I fall back again... I'm sori...... I still love n miss my ex so much... N i still want him....

A little advice from me to u PeEpS out there....
When u love sum1 truly... make sure u save some 4 urself... because u will nvr noe wat will happen later... When u love sum1...set them free... Becoz if its truly is meant for u... they will come back to u..... That is wat kol true love....

K la everybody....
Enough if my emo 4 todae.....
Take care ok...
Ciao!

SMILE ALWAYS! (=

Monday, October 06, 2008

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Hey PeEpS....

Sori 4 nt updating yesterdae..... Too exhausted.... Well... ntg much happen todae... Cuma go my dad nye frenz nye house... hahaz.. kat pasair ris.... I argue wif my mu dae on how i dress todae.. She say i pakai lawa sgt... Tapi 4 me ok je kn... But watever it is... I tink she is just jeles... HAHAZ... Kidding je eh mummy... I'm preety pun psl u... hahaz... But i look sweet todae... Take a look at my pic......

I OVERDRESS EH?

My cousin belah my mum pun dtg my house todae... Kecoh seh... How can i expect that my age like dis... still get hangpoa.... Hahahaz....Rezeki la katakn... Syukur alhamdulilah......

K lah peeps...

Thats all i hav to say.....

Take care k.....

Jgn lupa duit raya.....

Ciao!

SMILE ALWAYS! (=

Sunday, October 05, 2008

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Hey PeEpS.....

Smtg happen todae....! N its realli special... I gt smtg... From SUM1... hahaz.... N i love it.. U guys noe who giv it?? My dearest close frenz... ARIFF!!! hahaz... i realli love the gift ariff... n guess wat ariff... i already name the bear.... TEDI!!!!! I love the gift.... Thank you darling.....

This is wat Ariff give me..... Cute kn? Mcm me?

Btw... I will like to introduce to u guys....

My favourite bear....

POOH and TEDI!!!

They are so adorable...

My posing with TEDI!!!!

Siapa lagi cute???

Me or TEDI??

Hope u guys like my cute photo...

Hehez....

Take care everybody....

Ciao!

SMILE ALWAYS! (=

Thursday, October 02, 2008

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

HeY seMuA.....

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI.....

Mohon maaf zahir dan batin....

Hope u guys enjoy ur hari raya todae.....

N u noe wat?

I even play bunga api in the morning...

hahaz...

Tk pernah di buat org...

hahaz...

As 4 me...

Everything seem to be rushing....

And alot of tears flowing in every house i went to..

Even i CRIED!

Hahahaz...

Wat can i say?

I'm a crybaby....

hahaz....

I jus hope u guys hav fun as much as i do... Even though dis year hari raya is not the same like last year.... I still enjoy my dae todae wif my FAMILY.....

Well...

I took a lot of picture..

Let my picture do the talkin ok....

PLaYInG fIrEWoRk.... HAHAZ...