Wednesday, September 24, 2008
HeY peEpS....
Its me once again... OF COURSE its me la kn... siapa lagi yg nk tulis blog ni.... hahaz.....
As per usual I always talk about wat happen to me todae.... BUt todae... I decided on a change... I am going to express smtg here so that everyone can noe how i realli feel....
I guess everybody noe that i am now SINGLE!... Well at first being sgl is hard... Especially when a guy break up with u on the dae u hav ur final exam... Semua nye togang terbalik.... Everything yg u ingat semuanya da lupa.... It really hurts when a guy left u jus like that... N summore bout stupid things... Do gals always been the reason for a break up? Why izit always been my fault??
It really hard for me. I cried everydae without fail... I can't slp or eat... Can't even think 4 myself... Been so quiet n always been in my room... I even slp wif his shirt at nite... Hoping that he will come back to me.... BUT... WAt do i get in return??
Another heartbreak.... when i noe that he is happy without me... Knowing that he is always smiling.... N the sad thing is... He doesn't even care about me.... I'm the one who is crying....
Everywhere i go... i keep on seeing his face.... When i try to slp.... his face is jus there..... I try to be strong.... but end up... i get hurt again....
Knp seh... lelaki senang sgt hancurkan hati pompan? Murah sgt ke pompan ni di mata diaorang? Pompan sanggup kasi apa saja untuk laki..... They only ask to be love back.... Susah sgt ke??
Will i ever love a guy again? Will my heart be open again?
To my dearest FAMILY: Thank you.... U guys are the best family i ever had.... U guys nvr fail to guide me n always giv me support... Betol kata abah.... Matair leh carik... tapi keluarga. cuma ada satu je.... Thank you so much.... Jasa abah dan ibu tk dpt kakak lupakan.... To iyah and huz.... Thank you.... N i'm sori i neglected u guys... NOw... my time ae 4 u guys.....I love u.....:)
To my dearest frenz:NORA,ARIFF AND ISKANDAR.... Thx for all the support u guys hav given me... Thx for making me stand again.... U guys are there for me when i cry n when i nid sum1 to talk to... I really appreciate it... I dunnoe how to say thank you... Kalau tk pasal korang.... maybe i am still falling........I love u guys.....:)
SMILE ALWAYS! (=
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
