Monday, October 6, 2008
Hey Semua...
I hav things to tell u guys... But i dunnoe weather is a gd thing or a bad thing.... I cried again yesterdae.... After 3 weeks of breaking up, aidy talk to me yesterdae.... We even webcam... The first thing when i saw him... I realli cried... I nvr thought i will c him ever again... N there he is yesterdae.... I realli miz him... When i saw him... the first thing that brought to my mind is the pain that i have been suffering without him... On the same time i truly miz him...
My heart still cannot deny that i still love him.... We talk alot and we even cried... I even show him the keychain that we bought together... That has our name... Its realli heartbreaking.... I cried n he also cried.... I gt once told him that let say kalau i gan dia da tk meant 4 each other... We giv back the keychain.... To symbolize that our heart doesn't belong to each other.... I realli cried seh....
On the same dae.... I break 2 guys heart... I feel so gulity... I jus cannot love any1 else beside him... Every heartbeat of mine say his name... How can i accept other people love.....? I jus dunnoe how long i can last.... But its realli a pain to me.... I'm still bleeding.... I'm truly sori u guys.... I didn't meant to hurt u guys... I'm jus not ready... I have already tried my best to stand but end up... I fall back again... I'm sori...... I still love n miss my ex so much... N i still want him....
A little advice from me to u PeEpS out there....
When u love sum1 truly... make sure u save some 4 urself... because u will nvr noe wat will happen later... When u love sum1...set them free... Becoz if its truly is meant for u... they will come back to u..... That is wat kol true love....
K la everybody....
Enough if my emo 4 todae.....
Take care ok...
Ciao!
SMILE ALWAYS! (=
Monday, October 06, 2008
