Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Hey semua.....
Its been 2 daes in ward n everything seem ok.... I tink... Everything turn out the same as i when to the same ward.... A Bit blur ah at first... But was ok at last.... Everything went smoothly.... Da lama tk buat kerja kn... Everything mcm kekok... BUt thx to the help of the staff nurses.... It was ok... Hahahaz.... When back to the same ward again.... Hahaz.....
I was realli exhausted.... When home n sleep.... I jus hope with nw i'm werking.... I jus hope I will keep my mind off... So that i hav no time 4 myself.... After wat happen... It realli heartbreak me... I wait 4 a guy so long expecting him to come back.... But alot of problems came up.. Haiz... In fact i got my heart break again.... Luka lama lom sembuh.... Tambah lagi satu.... I feel so stupid... I'm such a loser....
Susah betol nk tuka mind set aku ni... Haiz.... 2 ah... Last time berangan sgt nk setia kat satu sampai mati.... Skrg ni.... Sakit hati... Semua nye slh aku sendiri... Haiz.. I hav to keep on blaming myself sampai bila2.... I hav ntg more to say to myself.... By moving on with my life.... Sekurang-kurang nye... I noe that he is happy even thought it was nt me... That is wat i want kn..... Knowing that he is happy.... Like I say to him.... Let your tears be mine n my happiness be urs.....
Ok la i tink i hav enough 4 todae....
Bsk kerja pagi....
Had to go to slp....
Take care...
Ciao!
SMILE ALWAYS! (=
Tuesday, October 14, 2008